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Justin scares me sometimes...
Really, would you guys like updates from me more often? Is it true that I'll get comment humped with mad amounts of love? If its true, prove it to me now and I'll promise to update. Give love to receive it, you know.
I really do like the sound of being comment humped. Kinda kinky.
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*sits quitely* So the album has been leaked.. What can you do about it, you know? *shrugs* I heard its getting pretty good feedback, so thats a good thing, right? *sighs*
Anyways... so, uh, the Making Of and the video for, 'I Want You' premiered last night. I've been so busy lately, I forgot to say something about it in my last post. *apologetic grin* Sorry you guys, but it does re-run Saturday the 20th, at 11:30pm ET on BET. *nods* So, you guys can catch that on saturday. And watch it. Because I said so.
Also, Soul Train Awards on Saturday! What is it that I am doing? Its a surprise and y'all should tune in to see! It'll be live and Im not quite sure what channel or what time, because I think it varies on where you're at. Check your local listings for that info.
Licia and Bee? I'll definitely be out at the LA show, but I dont know, maybe there'll be a surprise visit or something before... *grin and a wink*
Red Bull. Strawberry Daiquiri's. Chocolate covered strawberries. Only Tara and I could throw a party like that. Call me Tara darlin' so we can confirm a date and let these people, who know they want to go, know whats goin' on!
Love me? :-*
P.S. Check out the keyword *innocent whistle*
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[12 Mar 2004|03:22am] |
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*after glancing at Zoe and hers packed bags on the bed, she logs into her journal on her small laptop*
Promotion wrapped up early, so we're heading out....
You know what, fuck it. I really dont like Europe either, and we're bored as hell. But promotion really did wrap up early, too.
*glances at the time*
Its time to go now. We're going back to NY. Call if you want to chill or get some. MissBabyJanet
*she posts, glances at the time once again, grabs her bags calling Zoe out to leave*
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[10 Mar 2004|07:14am] |
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*her eyes cross before they slowly roll back*... Im so tired and sore, but because I love y'all, Imma update.
So, Zoe and I landed in Paris late Monday, early morning Tuesday, after Britney's show in LA (which was great by the way, loved it girl!). Anyways, I love being here in Paris. Its so different and beautiful *nods*. I won't really have a chance to explore this time around, Im just in and out. I have three shows to record here today, 'Le grand Classement', 'Hit Machine', and the last one I still have no clue on how to pronounce *laughs* 'Vivement Dimanche'. Afterwards we finally hit London. Hopefully I'll have time to update while Im out there and do some sightseeing with Zoe.
Speaking of, Zoe and I had our own hotel party by ourselves last weekend *grins*. Wow, lotsa alcohol *nods*. Next time some of y'all are gonna have to come out and join us. We'll be back in NY at the end of the month, just to give you guys a heads up *wink*.
Ladies First Tour starts March 12th. Be a groupie. Dont be a groupie. But make it out to at least one of the shows for my girls!
LOVE ME!!! :-**
I wish I could be wired right now...
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[03 Mar 2004|09:30pm] |
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*siting at the computer with a bowl full of strawberries and cream, she logs into her journal*
Aaaand the promo tour starts! Tomorrow and half of friday Im filming the video for "I Want You". If y'all haven't heard it then you suck and you need to make your way over to here! You can hear "I Want You" there as well as, "Just A Little While".
After the video shoot, Im gone until the middle of the month and since Zoe decided she wanted to tag along, she'll be gone too. First stop? The NYC! Y'all better watch out *grins, taking a bite out of her strawberry*. Leaving from the NYC we go off to London and thats all Im gonna tell you for right now *nods*.
TRL. Friday. Alicia. Y'all better be watchin' my girl or I might have to kick some ass. I aint playing either!
So, um *arms out wide* love me? *muah*
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[01 Mar 2004|01:29pm] |
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*sighs* Can my day get any worse?
So I get up this morning, ready for my coffee, and who ever made coffee this morning forgot to leave the maker on. I have cold coffee now, no problem, I can fix that. So I stick it in the microwave, because I have a thing with waiting for the coffee maker to re-heat. And heres when the problems start...
As Im fixing my bowl of cereal, my coffee starts bubbling over because I left it in too long, so there goes a half a cup of coffee. Which by the way, theres nice coffee stains on my Tinkerbell cup now. Then as I was cleaning up the spilled coffee, my cereal goes and gets soggy on me, which I didnt even have enough for a full bowl in the first place. Once everything is cleaned up and back in its place, I sit to eat and turn to the clock. Its then I realize Im going to be late for my meeting on the second video for the album.
And theres my morning. Screwed because someone doesnt know how to leave the damn coffee maker on. I have nothing else to do today, so maybe nothing else will go wrong.
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I can't sleep, so I did a new header for my poor journal. You should check it out. Love it? Let me know.
Yesterday sucked. Last night... a whole different story.
Mac and cheese and a good fuck having sex, does a body good. MmmHmm.
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[22 Feb 2004|08:42pm] |
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Alcohol + Jacket = Not good. Zoe and I found that out the hard way. Thats where I've been by the way. Helping Zoe move into her new home here in LA. Now instead of plane rides and hours away, shes five minutes away, right down the street.
Anyways, back to the jacket and alcohol thing. We went to a mutual friend's bridal shower saturday and lets just say random full cups of alcohol and drunk women are not a good combination *shakes head* nope. It tends to cause spills all over the place and a very special jacket to be ruined. Poor Zoe, the jacket was marked by a certain guy back from the NY and now it just smells like cheap alcohol. Other than that the party was great. It was Mardi Gras themed, and there were strippers and beads *smirks* and thats all Im gonna say about that. This morning was great too *laughs* Only me and Zoe would find a lopsided, big booty, but cute teddy bear amusing. Yes, and put it in modeling positions. We then spent the rest of the morning eating whatever we could get our hands on, watching old disney classics, and coloring (which I could of sworn Ariel, the little mermaid, was doing the booty dance on one of the pages *laughs*).
I guess I could say something about last weekend... I was honored with an award from Behind The Bench organization for my contributions to the Boys and Girls Clubs of America on Friday. After receiving a huge vase of flowers and a bear from Justin, I locked myself and Jimmy up in the studio all saturday morning to add the finishing touches on the album. After letting Jimmy go home to his wife, Jermaine and I spent sometime at the Maxim Valentines party. Sunday we just chilled and then got up and went to the All Star game. Of course we were both very much into Beyonce's performance *nods* loved it!
On the business side of things, I finished the video for, 'Just a Little While' this past friday. The album is still dropping on March 30th, but there will also be a special edition of the album coming out on the same day. Then in the next few days, Im off to London. So now you guys know where I'll be and you can come and visit me!
Mmm, Shout Outs to the juslissen crew I still want to make out with ryan, I love y'all!!! And well, thats it! You guys can leave me love now. I'll be upset if you dont. :-*
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[09 Feb 2004|04:42pm] |
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So grammys last night. Obviously I didnt go. It was down to the last few hours of me deciding whether to go or just sit at home and watch them. At that point I just threw myself back into the studio to finish up some things. I wasnt quite ready for the press last night. I kinda wish I went, you know, just to see Justin, Bee and Christina. Or maybe if I just went to the after-parties or something. Sorry for not being there you guys, but next time? *frowns* And dont we have the NBA's All Stars coming up? We'll see each other there *nods*.
Anyways, on to other things. It seems like Im turning into quite an update whore, eh? *laughs* Updating, maybe, every two days? I dont mean too, but with so much going on, I cant help it. Speaking of which, I just got copies of my possible album cover. Not sure if I want this to be the final art, but Im lovin' it. So yea, click the cut tag, and tell me what you think...
( Click here now for the album cover!!! )
*tilts head to the side* Thats about it...Im GONE
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*thinks back to what all she has eaten today, rubbing her tummy* ...Mmm, I've had so much food today. I started off with two big bowls of Berry Burst Strawberry and Banana Cheerios, which are soo good. Then I went on to have two grilled cheese sandwiches, one with turkey, one without. I had this lovely cup of applesauce with grounded cinnamon and I cant even begin to count how many sodas I've had...I dont know whats wrong and I swear Im not pregnant. Hmm, I think I want some waffles now. Help me please?! Imma eat myself into an early death. AHHH!
I WANT MORE FOOD NOW!!!
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Im pretty sure alot of you have seen my world wide public apology last night and if not? Oh well. *sighs* Im pretty upset about the way people are going back and forth between my words. The press still twisting the story to the way they want it, even after I explain what was suppose happen, and what did. I try to stay away from the press as much as possible, but when I heard about the special interview with Justin on the Half-Time show, I was curious enough to watch. I could most definitely feel the frustration and anger towards the situation and couldnt help but feel some of it towards me also. I just wanted to say Im truly sorry for the grief I've caused towards Justin and his family. And that Im truly upset over this difficult situation too.
So obviously theres nothing to update about that you couldnt find in the press. Im not attending the Grammys. It seems like they dont need me to present anymore, so I said fuck it and left. I really didn't feel like putting up with their shit. So anyways, I'll still be at the NBA All Stars Weekend, so I'll still see you there Bee *grins*. And thats it...
Im GONE... and Justin, if you happen to run across this, call me please
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*waves* Hey you guys! *grins* So, um, Superbowl..you guys wanna know the true story? Here it goes:
So it was planned, but it wasn't planned quite that way, *shakes her head* nope. *laughs* Justin, there, has a very, very strong grip and ripped off a little too much. No hard feelings though, hes still my Baby J *cheesy grin*. I can even say, Im very amused by all this hoopla. So anyways, he was only suppose to rip off the black cup and leave the pretty lacy red bra on. Hey, but like Justin said, we sure as hell gave them something to talk about! And like my brother Jermaine said, 'Thats Janet for yah!'. So yea, not exactly how we planned it, but does anything ever go as planned?
So us getting banned from the Grammys and NBA's All Stars weekend, most likely isnt going to happen. They cant afford to lose us *winks*.
So, Justin, I'll see you and Miss Sadie in rehearsals tomorrow, and Im GONE...
Oh and Zoe, call me about that housewarming!
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I thought I would put on a little song and dance, so here it goes... *ahem* Happy, happy birthday, from all of me to you, I wish it was my birthday so I can party too, HEY! *laughs* So, yea, Happy Birthday Baby J, sorry that I was a little late of course its gonna be a great one because of me! Haha, just kidding...but not really :D *winks*. Gifts will be coming soon, but I think you can wait until you're back in LA *grins*.
*sits up in her hotel bed scratching at her thigh* But anyways...Im suppose to be in bed. I need sleep. I cant sleep. Hmmmm.
Oh, by the way, check out my new layout and leave me comments on what y'all think!
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*giggles as her ankle is grabbed and she starts to float towards the end of the bed. Her laughs get louder as her toes are tickled. She kicks relentlessly, trying to get away, but without luck, desperately wishing Zoe was able to save her from being tortured. Finally, she hits something full force with her feet and her attacker is shoved to the floor. She runs back into her hotel room via the connecting doors, cackling the whole way. After booting up her laptop and logging on to her journal, She types quickly, looking at the door every few seconds.*
*out of breath* So Im here in Houston, Texas with the dancers. A few new ones, a few old and Zoe is also here with me. Its been really great so far *nods*. Superbowl in TWO DAYS! Im very excited now and theres going to be so many surprises for you guys. Its going to be a spectacular show! Me and Gil *glances at the door* are still kinda tweaking and fixing, making sure the choreography fits the stage, which by the way is a HUGE ass stage. And for you folks who like to see behind the scenes, MTV will be airing "Making The Superbowl" a few days after the actual Half time show airs. So, I hope you some of you guys can make it down here to Texas to see the show and if not, I guess you'll be fine watching it from your TV *winks*.
So yea, my first day in Houston was very eventful, which by the way, I should be in bed right now, buuut... Anyways, I took some photos with P.Diddy, Kid Rock, and Nelly today for the press (my icon is one of them of just me) and if y'all really want to see them, they're in yahoo.com's news section (Im being very lazy right now *wink*). *Glances at the door once again* I didn't go to the News Conference though, just the photo op, because I was running late from the airport, and I needed to change and shower *nods*.
*glances at the door once more, panicking when she sees it start to open a little* Well you guys, I've got to run, and I mean I really have to run *laughs* Im GONE...
*Hits 'update journal' just as the door opens all the way. Gil, one of her best friends, saunters in, grabbing her and throwing her over his shoulder as she shrieks, helpless. He carries her back to his room throwing her on the bed. A few other dancers pounce and tickle her breathless, as her loud laughter could be heard through out the floor of the hotel.*
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*bounces happily as the smooth taste of Pina Colada and Banana slides down her throat* Mmm, I suggest you guys go down to your nearest 7-11 and pick up a Pina Colada and Banana Slurpee *nods*.
So this week, I'll be traveling down to Houston, Texas. I'll be doing stage rehearsals and some tweaking, so the show fits the stage. Zoe is still with me, so I'll be dragging her along. Im expecting to see alot of y'all there at the Superbowl *grins* and we can have a huge ass party afterwards. And for you folks who like to see behind the scenes, MTV will be airing "Making The Superbowl" a few days after the actual Half time show airs.
*laughs* So, some press has been released, so I guess I cant keep it a secret any longer. The name of the new single is... "Love Me For a Little While". Right now, Peter Rauhofer is in the studio remixing it for me, and yea *nods*. Im not giving away the album title though! You guys will know soon enough *laughs*. I can say though, that alot of my producers are saying this is my sexiest album yet, and I would have to definitely agree. The album has been pushed back once again, you know how record labels can be, so it isn't coming out until March 30. That isn't too bad of a change from the original release, March 9th, though. Also, theres still no details on the tour. Its very top secret. Actually, to tell you the truth? I have no idea what Im going to do with this tour.
On friday, February 13, 2004, I'll have the honor to receive the 2004 Touching a Life Award at the Touching a Life All-Star Gala in Los Angeles. The Award is given by Behind the Bench, The National Basketball Wives Association, during the NBA All-Star Weekend. That morning is also Michael's next court date, so I'll be running around alot that day.
Anyways, I think Amber called on friday and Im soo sorry, sweetie, that I missed it! I'll be sure to make that call back *nods*. And thats it. Im GONE....
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Today, was, wow. Overwhelming. So much happened today, starting at like 3 am this morning. I was really suppose to be in the studio today, but when Michael called me earlier in the week, I just dropped everything.
So this morning, I made the trek down to the Neverland Ranch to meet up with Michael and the family, so we could all go to the arraignment together. We ended up being about 20 minutes late. I mean, what can you do about the traffic? So the 20 minutes weren't completely our fault. So the arraignment lasted for about one to two hours and then we made our way out of Santa Maria. The whole way in and out, Michael held my hand, almost like he was scared to let go of me. At one point, I was lost back into the crowd, right before you get inside the court itself and he wouldn't go in unless I was with him. I was just rushing everyone to get me to him as soon as possible. So during the whole thing we just kept a strong grip and I gave him the support that he needed. Oh wow, and the array of fans. There were so many, I was just in awe/shock. You could just see all the happiness radiating from his face at the fans. It was just amazing.
Afterwards, we went back to the Ranch for a get together with the family and the fans. Of course, I gave out a few hugs and autographs, but we all know who they were really there for! *grins* Well, its been a looong day, my brain hurts, and I need rest! Imma make the long trek down to the Ranch again tomorrow to see my big brother *beams* We're gonna get through this. Everything will turn out good.
Hmmm, thanks for the chats tonight, Justin cant wait until LA, Kim, Meech, and Amber. And yes, the party I was invited to, so much fun! So Nat, when do we get to make out again, huuuh? *blows kisses*. *does a little dance and sings* Bee, would you mind touching me, ever so slowly, you're makin' me quiver and... *winks* haha!
Anyways, Im GONE....
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*sits in her computer chair, yelling at Zoe to sit her ass down on the couch* *mumbles* I swear that girl is gonna kill herself...
Anyways, hey y'all! Long time, no update, but look, Im doing it now! So yea, I stole Zoe last friday, cause the girl blew out her knee and she was being pouty and needed someone to take care of her. So I agreed because I love her, oh so much *laughs* No, I really do. *takes a deep breath* So yea, long story short, I called her, she explained what happened, then while trying to get water almost fell and fucked up her other knee. So I threw a fit and being the loving friend I am, flew out to NYC and took her back with me to LA before anymore damage was done *grins*. So, weekend number one, done...Wow, what is next week going to bring us?! *groans* You guys should come keep her company, while I work.
So, exactly three more weeks until Superbowl! I hope you're ready B, cause I sure as hell ain't. Im premiering the new single during the half time, so my nerves are on end. Then after Superbowl, only one month for the album, March 9th. So yea, you guys get the album and watch the half time show and Beyonce, or else!!!
So, thats it for now, its time for bed because my brain hurts. Maybe I should go get that checked out *nods* Yea, I should. Anyways, Im GONE...
P.S. To the Harless family, my love and prayers are with you guys. Please let Justin know that I said get well soon because I miss him sooo much! *smiles*
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*grabs a blanket, wrapping it around her shoulders trying to get warm. she takes a quick sip of her hot chocolate, then sets it back on her desk, a naked shoulder falling out from under the blanket. She blinks once, twice, three times before rubbing her cheek against the shoulder and opening up her journal. She starts to type...*
I can't sleep for some reason. Theres a nagging feeling in the pit of my stomach. I dont know what to do about it. Maybe its all the drama my best friend is going through. I dont know what to do to solve that problem. *Thinks back to the conversation she had with KD* If only there really were a drama rehab. Drama rips people apart and theres nothing you can really do about it.
I think all these years I've tried to cover up the fact that I was still depressed. I covered it with laughter, with smiles. And people believed it. I tried convincing myself that I was a-okay, but deep down I knew I wasnt. Im always trying to help people with their own problems, when really I need help myself. Now Im not looking for a pity party or any of that shit...I just really needed to get my feelings out. Isnt that what this journal is for anyways?
what I want for myself in this new year is to be happy with me. To love myself completely. I need to learn how to love myself before I love anyone else. Once I love myself maybe I can find myself a lover too.
*frowns* I need to start working out again too. The abs are somewhat there...they just need to be re-defined. *nods*
Why am I, all of a sudden, bustin' out with these long ass posts? I bet no one reads them either...Long ass posts, and like no comments *shrugs* Oh well...Lata Dayz
Im GONE...
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*dances around in her undie-wears to Christina's "Dirrty"* OH! *covers herself with a robe* Anyways, I hope everyone had a great Christmas...hoildays..whatever. Spent time with the fam fam and then went out to see Zoe *grins* I <3 her! I've stolen her for the rest of the week because I've missed her, but I think Im giving her back tomorrow *pouts*
Baby Bee made me icons because I was her icon gift buddy! Heee! They're pretty, but because I suck I can't have all of them on here at once. Yea, because...no icon space, no paid account. I wouldnt mind if someone bought me one or some icon space though.. *wink*
*le sigh* Why am I sick again?
Rehearsing for the Super Bowl is going good. Wow after that, the album and the tour and videos....Goodness, its been waayy too long!
Any parties for New Years? Let me know!
Oh and by the way, dont be a stranger I see new people around!! I dont bite...Unless you tell me too *winks* So yea, call me sometime. MissBabyJanet
Im GONE...
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*hops outta the limo Cameron sent me home in, waving and quickly running into the house. Turns on the computer and decides to update before heading off to bed*
Thanks Cammy for the limo! So sweet.
*sighs* So wow, its been a looong week. Parties almost every night. I've met so many new people, just wow! From Cammy's toga parties, to Nick's hot tub and yea. Since theres so many to name, shout outs to everybody! Bee! *shakes it like a polaroid picture*. Cammy, of course! Amber, who needs to stop fainting on me *winks*. KD, because we tight like that and have a great sense of style! My NEW family, Shane.. and yea, everyone *laughs*
My girl Zoe got a journal,  x_zoe_saldana_x, so ya'll need to check her out, show her some love! JC's new video is hot shit, so y'all better vote for it on TRL...because yes. AHH! and Beyonce got a new vid too, so vote for both!
So Im going to end tonight...by saying good night...
P.S. Justin, you're always loved and very special...And AJ? Didnt you put a shirt or something I touched on E-bay? *laughs* let me know how much you get for it! and the golf pants are still sexy
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